Clamoring inside you ;)

My panties are wet again, oh how the scent lingers even when I change them, what am I to do? It is no use the wetness stays on me. I guess, just keep them all weekend, let the dried wetness from the two of us, stay on our skin to remind of the great time we have had together. To take that smell as we head to the corner bodega to get another six pack of beer and some CBD oil. We hope when we exit someone will comment, did you smell that, it smelled like sex!?!?

wetness explodes

When we get back, I once again start to tease you thru your wet underwear. I know just what to do, what finger to stick where, what movement to make, what speed to move my hand. I get off just hearing you begin to moan, to start to shake, to hear your breath get heavier. It is such a thrill to me to make you happy to hope you will orgasm with a spray of new wetness.

desire takes over

Now that I see you are starting to slow your breathing, we need to get that heart rate up again. Shall I now move my lips down your stomach to your thighs to your inner legs? What can I do now to make you excited all over again? I know just what you need, just what you taste like, just what my tongue can do to make you quiver. Are you sure you are ready? ARE YOU SURE YOU CAN TAKE THE SENSATION?

explosion is granted

With my special technique of my tongue on your labia, your clitoris, your lips. You will once again be mine, to enjoy tasting, to feel and hear the wetness come all over my face. To hear and feel that third orgasm, to hear your scream of pleasure, to feel the convulsing of your body from head to toe. That is what makes me enjoy being with you so much. To see how I can please you and know you will please me just as much in your own special way!

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When are you to old///…

.…///// To hang out at a friend’s apartment waiting to still go out at 10pm?

Getting to that dance club or dive bar at midnight. Being the first to know a after-hours club at 4am, doing a bump to keep you going…

///// > breakfast at a 24-hour diner, watching the sun come up on the East River, hanging out with friends 20 years younger.

Thinking they will let you in that roped off club with the long line, just because you can afford to go in. Will they really let you in? You are like 20-30 years older than the main audience and bottle service they want you to spend! Sure, bring your young hot younger female friends, to get you in, but again when is too old to old??

When is it time to finally admit the truth you are to old…what time do you finally stop playing the ‘Peter Pan’ scenario. When is it time to grow up and let the Techno life go by? When do you finally say you are to old, is it tonight??? <!

What really is New York City

Do we really know that answer? It is constant changing cosmos of the universe. Is it the tourists, buildings, food, culture, crowds, time square, energy…or subways?

It is all of them in it’s own way.

  • TOURISTS: they walk across entire length of sidewalk, they walk slow, stand in middle sidewalk to look up, take silly pictures
  • BUILDINGS the new glass boxes, will we really want to come and visit the city to see a slab of glass? I think not, we come to see brick, granite, steel, aluminum, art deco, gothic, not a glass box. But the developers and money in politicians’ pockets let them keep building and making the city for rich and not for who it was built for
  • FOOD: is it the dirty water dogs, the “Tavern on the Green” the Russian Tea Room” that we come to visit. I hope it is not “Shake Shack”. It is the variety of food we can find the variety of food we did not know existed before. That is why you should come and visit this great city. 
  • CULTURE Lincoln Center, Radio City Music Hall, Carnegie Hall, yes, we have culture, but that is not what NYC culture is. It is a jazz club in Harlem, comedy on a street corner, music in a subway, street performer not in Times Square, juggler in the park, that is what culture is here
  • CROWDS: Yes, we do have crowds, with nine million living just in NYC, with another four million coming to work here each day and 60 million visitors! (Pre-Covid) But I know places that you can share by yourself, places you can have sex with no one around and they are not in your hotel room.
  • TIME SQUARE: Sadly, it may be Times Square, where you go on vacation and eat at Olive Garden or Applebee’s in Times Square. Where do you just stare at lights of advertising, not lights of information or knowledge, but lights to sell you something!! Yes, they come by the millions to see large screens of free advertising, muppets, drunk santa, or dirty mickey mouse. 
  • ENERGY: the vibrant energy from the crowds, the food, the music, the plays, the dirt, the crime, the excitement, the smells, the taste, the noise, the crowds all of that brings the ENERGY to New York City
  • SUBWAYS: We can never forget the subways, they are the life blood of this city, that pumps thru our veins 24 hours a day. They are always pumping but get blockage from too much eating, or ‘sick person on the train needing medical attention’, the blood pumping to fast or ‘train derailment’. Or it could be the blood of the city, has a malfunctioning signal and we do not know where or what to do? Does it then need a band-aid? 

The city is all of those things and more to each person that lives here, that works here, that dreams of being here, or that wants to leave here. The city is a combination of it all!! SO WHAT IS NEW YORK CITY TO YOU!?!?!?!?!

…..which is first dating or sex or is it reverse?]]]]

Where does the dating end and the sex begin, do you feel it the moment you meet? Does it come from too many drinks, or after you had had three dates and then you can have sex?

Or is it the opposite, where the sex comes first and then you start to date? The sex was great and what the hell lets date? Is it just as simple as a Tinder swipe and sending a “DTF” text and it is nothing more than one night of great no emotion sex?

Is it really just a scratch that needs to be itched, is that all that sex really is?

//////FUCK|||\\\\\\

what the fuck…….

What does that work “Fuck” really mean……It has so many meanings in today’s lexicon of conversation. It can relate to expressing anger “Fuck You”, it can refer to leave someone alone “Fuck Off”, it can refer to hurt when you smash your finger “Fuck”, it can refer to sex “Lets Fuck”. It can be a verb, a noun, a adjective. Getting drunk or stoned such as “we got so fucked up last night”, referring to being a pain in the ass “You stupid fuck”. Used as an Acronym such as DTF “down to fuck” or WTF “want to fuck”.

Then you can use the word to mean many differing terms when it refers to the act of sex. To: screw, shag, bang, lay, bonk, score, hump, get it on, mate, sleep with, fornicate.

So what does it really mean, well if we go back to the history of the word FUCK, there is the one most people want to believe ‘Fornication Under Consent of the King’. Do you really think when you wanted to have sex you want and asked the king for permission? I think not………….But it sure makes for a good story.

The real meaning behind the name is somewhat darker “For Unlawful Carnal Knowledge” This referred to adulterers, having sex before marriage, rape, or incest. While being locked in the stockade in the town square they had to wear a sign that said ‘Fuck’ to tell the town’s people there crime.

So the next time you want to use the word ‘FUCK’ how will it make you feel afterwards……I hope you are using it so afterwards you are physically, mentally and spiritually satisfied. As in I just had a great ‘fuck’ with you!!!

….stoned is it a bad thing?

the joy of having a great buzz as you wander off to bed, the smile you fall asleep to, what is you are thinking of, dinner, munchies, sex, peace, happiness, sex, strength.

Why it is something that makes you feel more attuned to what is going around you, does it seem to make time go so slow. I seem to get so much work done on a weekend with it, it also just helps you deal with this crazy, egotistical, insecure, bully of a president. What can we do about him, oh I know get stoned.

YOU and Me as ONE

TOUCH ME

Let me into your dreams and fill your desires
Let my cock tell you about those needs
Let me hold you in my arms and feel you skin with mine
Touch Me.... You are desiring my sexuality as I desire yours

OPEN YOURSELF TO ME

Show me your secret place, glistening wet and beautiful
Bathed with the juice of your wanted desire.
Open yourself to me......
Show me your center, the swollenness of your clit
Let me know that all of you, is also all of mine,
we are open to each of us in sexual bliss

HOLD ME

I fill you again and again with my strength
This is my strength, you want it, you desire it
Hold Me..... Come with me to the other side,
Come with me, let us be one in the same
I take you as you take my cock against your inner desires
Fill you as you fill me, release pleasure of our life
You have become mine

what keeps me up at night

so much keeps me up at night, the world and its future, are we going to all be underwater in 25 years? Are we really going to take Global Warming for real, or is the bury your head in the sand and hope it goes away the only answer the political party in charge will believe?

Will we have driverless cars, and no longer need to employ all of those contract drivers for Uber, Lyft and others? Then what jobs will they do when we replace all of the delivery drivers, taxis, for hire, pizza delivery guys with driverless robots and drones? Will cars fly soon afterwards by just making bigger drones to carry us around the planet?

Why is NYC so full of trash, have you ever sat at a exit/entry ramp onto the BQE or GCP and just looked at all of the trash? Why is that something we do not care more about cleaning up and making it a issue. If you see trash then you will throw out your window more trash?

What will the next generation do to support themselves, will we all become clones that are hooked onto our phone/computers/games/text/blog machines? Will everything now be automated, no cashiers, no food servers, no delivery people, no toll collectors, no taxi drivers, flying drones everywhere dropping more and more stuff from Amazon???? Is that what we really want our future to be?

Do we have to go to Mars and create a new colony? Do all of those Space X people think we are going to totally destroy this planet that we need to populate a new one? What if Mars really does have Martians are we then going to do what we did to Native Americans when we seek to conquer? Do we ever learn from our mistakes or just find new planets to colonize?

That is what keeps me up at night.,…………….what about you?

do we really know…

…who that person is on the other side of that dating app, is the picture real, the profile real, or who they are. We can meet them and then what is real and what is fake, we are told we have “fake news”, so I am sure we have ‘fake you’. Is it the name you use, the phone number, your age, your occupation and your sex.

Is it all just to make us feel good, to live in a fantasy world or are we just pretending that what is real is not and what is not is real, to make you feel better after that date, meet up, hook up, netflix and chill?

DO WE REALLY KNOW WHAT LOVE IS?

What do we really want to know anymore, our lives our friends, have all become throw away, we buy fast fashion, here and gone in a season, we block and ghost friends, dates, hook-ups like tomorrow’s trash. We have to get a new phone each year, what is the latest app to be on, what is the hip bar today or new food trend. Do we know about anyone or anything. Really do we want to know or do we want to pretend what who they are when we wake up next to you after a great night of sex. Is this what love is today?